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Tuesday, February 9, 2010


Happy 27th Month Anniversary!!!!

dardar~
its so fast.. we are on our 27th month together loh~
super fast right? hahahhaa... as we are very busy in the moment,
we shall postpone our celebrations after exam alright?
i promise i'll leave out a day before going attachment..
in the meanwhile, stay happy and smile more alright?

i love you.

~ { 3:34 PM }
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omg.. :((

sis wants me to go on diet.. she said im too big size for her sisters dress on her wedding.. roar.. i emo-ed and drew circles.. then she said im just bigger than my cousins.. and i got to admit.. their figures are really good just like jie's.. and im like from another family.. even mum had her waist of 24 while mine was... well, nevermind~.. lol.. thats a secret to myself.. i think im growing loads of fat sitting here everyday just to flip pages of notes.. lol.. well well.. got to go running soon... O.O running... T.T awwwww.. i hate running.. hahaha.. well, got to go back to study.. hope tmr's paper is do-able.. @@ night peeps..

i wanna sleep too~
slim, slimmer, very slim :D

~ { 12:27 AM }
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Monday, February 8, 2010


theres still a long way to go..

gambatte!! ^^

credit: Google

~ { 4:13 PM }
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Sunday, February 7, 2010


very tired.. still have a very long way to go for pjm...
how.. tell me how.. should i just brew some coffee now..
oh my... im dead..

~ { 11:15 PM }
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Saturday, February 6, 2010


OH MY TIAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!

i spend the whole day just to do a topic with only two questions?!
oh my oh my oh my... im dead.. the trees are dying too..
one topic that used up 6 papers with 11 pages?!
SHARKS!!! 6 more topics to go..
im dead!!!

thats only one module!!
3 papers on the three days!!!
oh my!!! how to complete?!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..

~ { 7:49 PM }
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suddenly recalled this morning's dream..
a very weird one.. or maybe i did stress over attachment..
lol..

~ { 6:59 PM }
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right eye lid has been twitching the whole day..
well.. will i really drown if i insist on going? hahahas..
something is urging me to go..

i need something..

~ { 4:00 PM }
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脆弱, 沮丧。。。

~ { 3:14 PM }
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pffffffft....
this came again...
why cant he understand..
why no initaitive actions...
even if u tried to explain, i'll feel much better..

feeling so worthless to you..
让我消失也好一点

~ { 3:04 PM }
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no message received the whole morning..
:(((

~ { 1:22 PM }
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Friday, February 5, 2010


feeling emo recently thats because there is a great "being neglected" feeling..
i guess i have let them out.. no matter how will it be..
i have decided to move on.. :)

做最简单的自己



~ { 10:05 PM }
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还是 MUMMY 最爱我了!!!!!

mummy came in with a big smile and passed me a BHG's bag..
she went to buy the dress i saw the last time!!! walked away the last time because its 90 bucks!! oh my.. im so xin tong because im in my own financial crisis too.. i wanna pay her back, but she said no need.. omgomg.. 心感到很安慰。。 妈妈,我爱你!!!!


~ { 5:04 PM }
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im so far away from them..
at least.. i dont know what has happened..
nor they knows..

you are the worst..

~ { 12:19 AM }
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Thursday, February 4, 2010


having swollen eyes...

~ { 10:26 PM }
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pretend to be strong...

~ { 10:17 PM }
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someone said 'WE' seems like two strangers... :'(
well.. and after that, she said something too... and bingo..
thats on my mind too.. is it that bad? or am i that bad...
just want to be treated as one is it so difficult?
what i said still needed to be filtered?
what really am i then?

time really plays a part..
when problems come, it brings it away..
when time comes, it also brings you all the misunderstandings and bring your love ones away too.. how hurt im doesnt affect you too, does it? so tell me where do i stand in your heart? after those projects, work, family, and there are still many of your friends needed for your tender loving care right? will it be drained after my moments came? this two years, time has dragged us apart.. leave those trails that you never would wanna walk back and find yourself.. left the lost ones behind.. bringing all your fun along and ahead.. have you forgotten something right behind? its tearing me apart, yet it happened again... i cant concentrate on my work as well... that freaking feeling is hunting after me.. for years...

aftermath,
apart or to be even closer..

~ { 6:39 PM }
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010


wanted to have a short nap, ended up bringing golden down for his walk.. =.=
im so tired.. yet, my mind seems to be in a chaos..
how to settle them down... :((

~ { 7:26 PM }
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被捧在你的手掌心。。。

~ { 6:37 PM }
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i dont like the you now..
changing so fast to a world without me...

to many facts proven..
trying hard not to think about it..
but we dont even have a proper communication for the whole month!!
you seems so busy when i called, but so free to keep posting on your facebook!! yes, im kind of feeling bad but is that so tiring to send me home? what if the person whom is sitting next to you wasnt me?? all you do is happily chatting to others.. have you recalled there is still a me? i dont wanna add onto your burden.. but reality is so far off my imagination.. i thought it should be like this this and this.. but why it came out that way?? really hope we could return to years back then.. i really miss the you.. so pure and happy.. back then, i could really sense it well.. but now... everything has changed.. my stuff have been thrown all the way back to the last on your list.. do you know how i feel? what im feeling when im the only one posted to the location for attachment? i told you before what a person i am and blah blah blah.. but do you still remember? close your eyes, and can you still see me? choo... im so sorry that im always the one making things so bad.. but all i need is.... you should guess them yourself... im slowly breaking down.. do you know when is my next therapy? what tests do i have next week? what plans im having lately? im sad.. very very sad..

spotlight cant be found anywhere.
things doesnt make sense to u.

~ { 6:19 PM }
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010



this will be my future attachment place.. [ORION]
@paya lebar =.="

im not excited to go for attachment now.. just found out huiqi went to the outlet at raffles place.. oh no~~~~ nobody is same as me... at least, not my classmate... ))): and.. the travelling distance is so far~~~!!!! one hour or plus plus to reach.. oh my... damn sad.. roar!!! why a place that i hadn't been to?! omg... i may be lost somewhere.. dots.. boohooo...

andrea and joanna's attachment venue is opposite each other..
how nice is that.. T.T

~ { 9:40 PM }
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why are we so distance apart?
miles away...

陌生

~ { 6:16 PM }
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you are more 'into' now..
thats why you cant see what you are doing..
and what are their effects..

i'll just comment: nvm... nvm...

thats why..
and you never learn nor know..

~ { 10:00 AM }
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Monday, February 1, 2010


Ella and Jerry's new show..
looking forward to...
只想赖着你

credit to : FB's jerry fan club







~ { 1:40 AM }
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OH MY~~~~!!!! *jumping all around*

received a letter from ngee ann poly earlier on..
finally received the information of attachment and...
im attached to knight frank!!! :D omgomgomg.. was unbelievable..
but after awhile, i was calmed down.. hui qi was posted there too..
its quite consoling to know friends going to the same attachment place too..
but im scared of my limitation.. :(( im afraid i dont do well... :((
well well, got over it after awhile... since i cant get away, so i'll got to enjoy it then.. :)
jia you bah.. forward looking freaking me off.. but at least, i know where im heading to..

its much better today...







oh!!! about today..

bishan has an ultimate night market here.. its feels alittle similiar to taiwan's night market..
but their's have more food.. and the ground is on concrete.. but not bad... heh.. went there with mum today..
bought a pair of crocs slippers.. its really crocs'.. hahaha.. well, its amazing to see it there at $12-$15....
well, just put it as we are lucky.. heheh.. though there are alot of missing sizing, mum and i managed to bought ours..
hehehe.. hmmmm.. was suppose to find new year clothes today, but nahhh... nothing really suits me.. well.. maybe im too fat to look good la.. hahahahha.. well well.. there is nothing i can do right now.. i just got to control my diet alittle.. kekeke.. but the fact is, i love to eat.. hahaha.. oink oink.. hmmm.. after tmr, last report will be down and left with 2 more presentations.. well.. i lost count of how many of them we did, but if there are 6 projects, report and presentation slides are to be completed, then we would have 12 of them in total.. ha!! thats fantastic.. in this short 3 weeks or more than that, we managed to finish them.. great!!! hahaha.. im certain that there are much more than that la.. but nvm~ we did complete.. heh.. left with presentations~!!!!! :D

i felt very sorry to my cca..
i think i shouldnt have joined any.. sigh.. well.. after these projects, five test 3 are coming up.. after that, CNY, and three more exam papers to go.. well well.. good luck then.. hahas..

glad that things are moving on..
no longer feel so confused... at least..
at least... a little more distressed...

i like jerry yan!!!
i like vaness wu!!!!
i like show!!!!! :x

~ { 1:12 AM }
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Sunday, January 31, 2010


everyone was asking me where were you these days..
what can i reply...

being the last in your list.

~ { 2:34 PM }
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"not all you love will leave you"
its time for me to move on too..
a day to buck up..
:)

~ { 11:53 AM }
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i hate it when you just neglect me and takes my attention away..
feed me with ____...

i dont know what i will do next...

~ { 12:23 AM }
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Saturday, January 30, 2010


from his fb, i think he really did changed..
i shall find my life too.. thinking of him daily doesnt help me in living..
dandelion, i'll follow you.. lead me through...

the one that doesnt belong to me anymore.

~ { 11:05 PM }
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Friday, January 29, 2010


sometimes, i just need to hear your voice for some comfort to at least release what i faced.. but it seems like an impossible mission for you to feel it.. are you really a different person?

~ { 11:38 PM }
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archery archery archery..
what else you got in your mind...

F.U.C.K

~ { 11:28 PM }
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you didnt even concern about my therapy..
thought you are caring.. but i realised, its a total bullshit..
thinking what are we then.. it makes me feels even shit..
well.. if its because you are busy, then thats good..
let it be.. wont answer you anything afterall..
*transparent*

~ { 1:02 PM }
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is 2010 cursed or something?

why am i having so much of down turn.. dots..
am i at the trough yet? or it better be developing.. hahaha..
i think what i need now is time.. time is running out.. so much work to be done..
it isnt the time to say tired, but im tired.. hahaha.. can i sleep 10 hours a day to replenish? lol..

i wish..

ohhh!!!
shall blog about this morning's therapy another time..
yawn...

~ { 12:02 AM }
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010


living in my lonely world...

~ { 10:57 PM }
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omg.. first time..
eat mango till bleed.. lol..
worst mango i ate..

~ { 10:21 PM }
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im missing alot of old songs right now..

well.. my days are like roller coasters... i wonder.. what really am i now.. well... its better for me to keep to myself.. please please... dont ever flare up.. dont think about those stuff and be yourself.. yes.. i need to constantly remind myself.. sigh.. i really miss friends around.. at least, i may feel better talking it out.. well.. life is so realistic.. its still on my mind for weeks.. i cant get it out nor put it down.. i just cant forgive myself.. why.. is my presenting turned so bad? arent i trying to improve? why? whats wrong if i wanna do better.. whats with me.. arent they better these days? well.. im so humilated after hearing them.. whatever it is, i'll prove all of you.. I CAN, and I WILL.. tears doesnt help.. buck up, tortoise..

i know it myself..
and i'll keep crawling..

whats different without you.

~ { 8:48 PM }
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被人守候的感觉是多么的美好的。。。
hi sweetheart 2nd last episode ler!!!!

~ { 1:54 AM }
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Sunday, January 24, 2010


OMG!!!

im retarded enough to drop my laptop battery on my laptop!!!! now, i have a DENT on my speaker area!!!! ROAR!!!!!! SO IDIOT!!!! oh my TIAN!!!! my poor lappy...TT.TT im such a terrible master.. boohoohoo....

i felt like a robot.. sleeping at 3.30am, 4am and yet, im still able to wake up at 8am plus.. HAHAHAHA.. brain dried up even faster too.. I MUST ACCOMPLISH MY WORK BY 3PM!!! WOOOOT!!!! *self-high* LOL... getting excited to go for a short formal wear shopping with jo later on.. YAY~~~ shopping after so long.. hahahas..

jia you.

~ { 9:05 AM }
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Friday, January 22, 2010


gniyrcsawidesilaertndidouy

~ { 11:52 PM }
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想找人诉苦,但没有一个人是适合的。。。

falling.. its breaking.. i hope i didnt know the truth.. so.. my impression for them these days are that im irresponsible and doesnt really care for my work? well.. i really really hope it wasnt like that.. but thats reality.. everything had a different perceptive for me now.. cant trust nor rely.. who can i really trust when you dont? no competition plus work till this stage.. whats the meaning of living.. just to study and work and die? its just the start of 2010... i feel like a crap.. depressed.. im so disappointed with myself.. cant i do better? everyone, everything is running away from me.. im just a terrible person.. to you too...

~ { 11:21 PM }
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well..

stucked in the middle..
there goes another chance to competition..
well.. its fated long ago, when competition comes, projects due.. happier for not being a team drag or sad for the chance? sigh.. these few days i dont have the time for those thoughts.. projects projects and projects.. 2 thousand words and marketing presentation on monday.. marketing report next friday, and urban planning report by today 5pm.. well.. at least we left 2 more projects.. it will be the biggest relieve to know its ending.. however, next up will be exams and attachment.. hurh... exhausted... i hope i can help more..

it brighten up my day seeing familiar faces around.

~ { 1:38 PM }
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i seems to make them even busy..
andrea sent a file to me.. and i went to put box.. didnt know that it cant be moved about.. then andrea got to redo.. sigh.. now she seems frustrated.. alright, if its me at this time of hour, i would too.. furthermore, she is still working on our editing.. jo drawing the 2D of the building while i finish the layout drawings and stuff.. but i seems.. haizz.. so extra.. cant really help them.. when did i became in this position? lost my principle.. my motivations.. usually, i will try to be the one, faster finish then can help others.. but after that mistake.. everything and everyone seems different.. i didnt mean to neglect.. but i was too busy at that time that i really forgotten every other stuff and fall asleep everytime i blinks.. i know even if i have cca, i should still be the same.. but things here are so hectic that i cant even think of others but to rush what ever projects no matter is individual or group.. after that mistake, andrea and joanna seems to be leading.. trying to catch up, but i cant.. its just like missing steps.. just one mistake, cant i just get over it? but thats my principle.. feeling so bad.. even how tired am i, i wouldnt dare to speak because i know they are tired too.. i wanna buck up.. pls..

~ { 2:21 AM }
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010


oh man.. life really sucks..

for a moment ago, i felt i could really start studying for tmr's test.. but the next moment, MY EYE LIDS ARE DROPPING!!! omg.. sigh.. I AM SUPER DUPER DUPER TIRED!!!!! why do we have so many project works?! and all crushed together?! omgomgomg.. sigh.. hang on very very tightly.. one slip i'll fly down the hill... sigh.. very depressed.. im too sensitive.. had some conflicts with team mates.. its just misunderstanding and was because of the pressure of time.. therefore, made everyone so crazy.. monday handed in 2 projects.. tmr a formal presentation with a class test.. thrusday another class test.. next monday, two thousand words report and its presentation.. and more to go.. i have forgotten.. haizzz... this moment of time, life really sucks to the core.. im not getting well with anyone as i hang with that super tired face everywhere recently.. how to be so hyper when i get 3 to 4 hours of sleep everyday?! roar.. forgive me peeps.. i'll try to do better..

~ { 11:29 PM }
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moving soon..
no matter how i tried.. being so open that i told him on the face, but he still did not tried.. im so badly hurt from his doings.. well.. just get the meaning how bad will it be when u specially made for the only him but he refuse to cherish and use it.. dont wanna be reminded anymore.. will move very soon.. end this...

~ { 11:16 PM }
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bloody hell.. i just screamed at mum..
now emi said was mum's mandarin birthday..
i deserve to go to the 8th floor and have a jump..
zzzzz.. fuck the hell out of my life..
cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb!!!!

~ { 11:00 PM }
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damn that ache!!!
zzzzzz...

I NEED MORE PAIN KILLER!!!!
WHERE CAN I FIND TIME TO BUY?!
SCHOOL FROM 9 TO 10.. THEN IT ACHES..
WHAT THE HELL!!!! ITS GETTING ON MY NERVE..
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW DISCOMFORT AM I?!
IF YES, YOU WOULD INITIATE FROM THE START!!!
WELL.. ITS MY STUFF ANYWAY.. I DESERVE IT.. RIGHT..
WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH?!!! I CANT BELIEVE YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE!!!
THE ONE I KNEW WAS A PAST TENSE.. THAT GUY THAT I ADMIRE..
FORGET IT.. FAIRY TALE DOESNT EXIST..
IT WAS JUST MY DREAM...

~ { 10:45 PM }
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im so tired..
cant see clearly, everything seems blur..
cant focus.. back is aching again..
hungry but i got to save already..
is this life?

whats done cannot be undone..
just one mistake to shoot me down..
what is happening..

hoping someone will be supporting at this moment of time..
however.. its a building without foundation..
starting to love the word 'effort'..
will there be anyone not changed at this moment?

im missing everyone..
seeing them on road give me surprises..
i miss all of you.. will we meet soon?
im crashing down...

lappy is falling sick too..
same for me.. our relations are falling..
do you care?

~ { 5:20 PM }
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Monday, January 18, 2010


让我消失

~ { 12:04 PM }
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sometimes, it hurts my feeling when he doesnt think how i will feel because of his doings.. sigh.. big woodblock that i can never craft to an artistic piece of work..

~ { 9:31 AM }
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Saturday, January 16, 2010


News: cat strangled to death, reward for info..

what the hell is on this earth.. why man kind can be such a hazard to the earth.. humans, please reflect and stop if you are one..

~ { 11:26 AM }
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Friday, January 15, 2010


not gonna see, hear, care or even anticipate anymore..
i hate you..

~ { 2:32 PM }
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im in a super bad mood...
zzzzzzzz...

i hate u hate u hate u!!!

~ { 1:39 PM }
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Thursday, January 14, 2010


hates to go to your blog when i knew there wouldnt be any updates..
sigh.. everyday with disappointment..
nothing went well...

~ { 12:48 AM }
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010


there is a cat wailing down..
it sounds like some baby crying... hahaha..
well well.. im feeling extremely bad unable to help my group much on upe presentation and property tutorial presentation later on.. omg.. im so so guilty.. sigh.. even if im back, my brain is lost somewhere.. read a short line 4 times before i understand it.. roar.. omg.. bathed but still.. im slower than platinum 1.. lol..

buck up..
jia you ^^

~ { 12:12 AM }
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010


WHY ARE THERE ALWAYS SO MUCH WORK?

omgomgomg!!!!
we tried to clear it one by one and yet~ its still chasing us right behind our butt!!! ROAR!!!! grrrrrrrr.... sigh.. at least, i ate what i craved super long ago.. hahahas.. went to eat mcdonals with double fries~!!! lol.. ok.. i admit i ate alot.. but i craved for it damn long already la.. someone asked me why girls will crave.. i dont know how to reply.. what should i reply.. hmmm.. its the same as, why do u need to eat.. its so naturally.. but to you, im an alien hurh?! well.. i cant change that.. just disappoint when you doesnt understand.. not standing with me.. im so left out hurh.. hahaha... im kidding.. lol.. well well.. i miss 'you' really really really damn much...

things that i cant change

~ { 12:32 AM }
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Monday, January 11, 2010


i really really miss you..

~ { 8:47 PM }
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Saturday, January 9, 2010


12th...

i like number 12th.. but who knows... had 12 diarrheas altogether for both days.. sigh.. my butt seriously hurts.. lol.. alright, dont puke.. haha.. i feel so weak!!! oh man.. my stomach.. too much wind and alot of germs attack.. just in a week, i nearly faint, had high fever in a sudden, nausea and diarrhea... oh man.. what a week.. cant go for duties and celebrations... TT.TT im bored to death.. all everyone is about projects.. i know they are near, but at least, when all i could think was projects, dont remind me of them again.. really going berserk.. ))))))))): out out out...

~ { 7:16 PM }
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~ { 5:56 PM }
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i would visit you even its the slightest..
how about you?

i play my itouch only when im really bored and
the person accompanying me doesnt mind..
how about you?

~ { 1:52 PM }
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Thursday, January 7, 2010


I am no longer the one who can bring you your smile.

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009


weeeeeeeee~~

manage to finish hospitality ppt today.. keke.. did it for four hours.. glad that one is down.. a few more to go... team work.. and im trying to think of ideas to work.. gonna go for training tmr.. fact is bad.. :x im quite reluctant to face it.. tried doing some bow training at home.. but not even ten sets im down.. cant string it up or down properly.. im struggling.. thoroughly.. im afraid...

got to go back school to get some shoots for project management.. awww.. keep forgetting.. oh man.. lucky i recalled.. dots.. gonna do property management this friday.. going down to andrea's friend condo.. kekeke.. hope its fun~ UPE interview done, waiting for the analysis to conclude.. and for marketing, we got the drawing out, but still many things to add on.. it got to be realistic.. roar.. last but not least, environment's two thousand words.. thats my nightmare.. grouping with andrea and i really hope it goes smoothly..

ha...
got to buck up.

~ { 7:42 PM }
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Monday, December 28, 2009


oh 我的天!!!

projects and projects and even more projects!!!!
did urban interviews today.. omg.. its like so difficult to find available people just to do a 15 mins interviews.. either they were not suitable or just too busy.. those free idle were old uncles that most of the things were perceptions.. but if you dont tell us your perception how the hell will we know whats peoples' perception? dots... alright.. at least after all, we went to chill a little at ngee ann city's seoul garden.. everyone was so tired.. but we had fun.. :)

prepared hospitality meeting that is going to start after 10 mins.. going for another interview tmr with another team... im emphasizing on efficiency.. if everything drags like these, i'll go crazy.. no play nor rest but work work work.. dont depend on others completely.. try to help and do something.. sigh.. actions speaks the loudest.. im going crazy...

though its fun with the outing but something is wrong.. completely wrong after the last meeting.. but its misunderstandings i know.. but nobody is going to do anything.. everyone is so sian already.. roar!!! time for meeting..

im neglecting archery..
how to go back with the state im in now..
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

~ { 8:45 PM }
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Sunday, December 27, 2009


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
SHE IS SO SELF CENTERED!!!! WTHWTHWTH!!!!!!
DHSFU!!!!!

~ { 5:38 PM }
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Friday, December 25, 2009


kind of hate this christmas...

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Thursday, December 24, 2009


"never expect a return"
change me back.

~ { 11:51 PM }
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in the end..
its all my fault again..
should i slap myself instead?
merry christmas.

~ { 11:09 PM }
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009


不想去玩或出去吃了。。
食欲都没了。。。

一整天, 连休息的时间也没有吗?
为什么你会让我那么痛苦。。
恨死了。

~ { 12:33 AM }
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009


等了再等。。
生气,没耐性了。。

~ { 11:49 PM }
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有可能他早就不在乎了吧。。。

~ { 11:02 PM }
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i wonder how you are..
im feeling... facebook no longer seems that attractive to me.. it so boring to face this screen whole day long.. meeting did went out smoothly in the end, but i thought i would die of high blood pressure.. felt the world is so strange.. gradually, i do not understand a lot of things.. what i thought was so different.. i seems like an alien.. they expressed me as a workaholic... seriously, there are so many things.. why can't i be like this.. having so much work not complete.. missing trainings is a sin.. now what.. i should keep to myself then.. if things got to be left till everyone is free, there will not be any 'complete' in this world.. i dislike doing things thats waste of time.. why do things that waste so much time when it can be done in a step... yes, the fact is im an alien.. so difficult to communicate to the world outside..

i wish....
you were here..

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suddenly being enlighten..

so this is the feeling a few years ago..
wow.. it feels very bad.. and all i thought was, everything was thoughtful,
nothing has been missed out.. not till i really tasted it, in that similar situation..
now i get it.. yea... got it..

finally realised what i have missed...

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another day has passed..

omg.. this no feeling life..
im releasing myself tomorrow..
not gonna think about those projects till sunday..
sigh.. but so many things, i cant get them away..
booo...

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OMG!!!!

cant wait till next 下一站,幸福 to release..
omgomgomgomg~!!!!!!!

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Monday, December 21, 2009


many things i thought i should share, but do you care?
you dont say, i'll never know.. the world will goes on just like this.. just giving excuses im having pms, heaty, blah blah blah.. since it doesnt matter either.. no ones tired to find out.. there goes the well mask humans.. cant we just be more innocent.. why cant things be properly communicated.. why people are so lazy to even open their mouth.. when it became a habit, nobody will take it.. the cared ones will soon leave too..

since its not popping out, i'll also not click it too..?

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feverish, but not yet fever..
sigh.. cant i just be fully recovered or just totally sick?
zzzzzz.. not here nor there.. everything also not here nor there..
its so frustrating.. im not having pms..
but days for torture had its 后遗症。。
how i wish im free..

loads are killing.
so do you.

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im feeling rather emo...
its really i, me and my world..
whole day at the same spot.. facing the same direction.. doing the same thing..
its lifeless.. why.. why people are so busy.. i dont see anyone thats similar to me..
busy with the same thing.. sigh...

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im getting easily hot tempered and everything..

this is so normal if you are under these circumstances too..
since last two weeks, preparation for tests was so hectic.. sleeping time was so mixed up... sleep at 12am, wake up at 3am or sleep at 5am and blah blah blah.. at that time, its like so tired that you dont wish to care about other stuff.. but i havent had a good night since then.. nightmares and the way i sleep, nothing was comfortable.. wonder why.. after that two weeks, i finally found out the reason.. its because of the pillow. it wasnt at the usual way, so i make it right by flipping.. then these days, i still cant correct my sleeping time.. cant be able to sleep till 2am or 3am.. had meeting till 2am last night, or you can say early morning.. cant sleep till 3.33am.. ha.. when i finally forced myself to sleep, i ended up another nightmare again.. plus, body aching everywhere.. the pillow was switch back to the wrong position.. zzzz... i was so pek chek.. so many days, not even once i slept well.. damn those nightmares, dogs barking, loud tv... what the hell... zzzzzz... its like omg.. just so frustrating.. i couldnt rest any longer.. woke up and you know.. my maid wanna vacuum.. and everyone knows missy will attack the vacuum cleaner and yet, nobody bring her to the room... she rushed to the vacuum cleaner and bit it.. she rushed onto the dead cockroach too.. all they did was, maid look and 'eeeh', mum took the cane and call her to go to her side... omg.. so du lan.. immediately i flared up.. zzzz.. cant blame me.. but its really so pathetic... should bring her in then vacuum marh.. then another one take the cane for what.. she wont even give a damn to that cane.. missy is so hiong.. and if anyone take a cane and call you to go over, will you?! zzzzz.. i said 'no common sense' to them.. but guess, they also didnt give any thing to that.. zzzz.. im just so.. haizz.. so moral of the story, dont come near me these days till i recover or i'll probably flare up..

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VannessWu. <3




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Sunday, December 20, 2009


alright, i guess im a little too sensitive earlier on.. sorry alright? just so vex about the amount of work yet team wasnt free.. most did not reply.. same to choo.. am i too buggy? did i send too many messages? am i very demanding to you to reply my messages and to pick up my phone calls? well.. i'll reflect on that.. was damn panic because of that incident.. roughly an hour earlier a lightning strike beside my window.. sis and i had a big jump.. it sounds like a bomb than a thunder.. after that, i smell those burnt smell.. sigh.. what with earth..? china had a 6.8 earthquake recently and so many things are happening too.. is earth trying to convey on something?

im vex with work..
bored with stuff..
missing someone..

so i shouldnt be?



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fed-up
because nobody is replying..

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seriously, there are so much work..
HOW THE HELL CAN I COMPLETE IT?!
zzzzz.. everyone seems so busy..
so now, what should i do?!

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OH MY TIAN~ :D

bro gave me a maroon red pen with crystals.. hehehe..
i was so surprise, and i know where the pen come from.. kekeke..
he bought mum a ring!! omg~~~~ so sweet.. xD can i be his mum for this instant? HAHAHAS.. alright, im joking.. hehe..

those who loves diamonds, SK is having this very great christmas sales!! went to have a look coincidently and found that the true love rings have their hearts and arrows shaped when u actually look it with a scope.. its amazing.. hahahas.. i heard it before, but not really see it with my own eyes.. wooooah.. im so high now.. hahahas.. omgomg.. they are having 50% and 30% discounts.. the diamonds are so beautiful.. this doesnt sound like me, i know.. but i falling in.. :x

if you are buying for yourself of something, i think its quite important to actually really pick a right one.. well, as for me, i really hope my things are near to perfect.. hahas.. nothing is perfect, when the ring is perfect, the price isnt.. HAHA.. alright.. what im trying to say is that, why diamonds are so expensive one of the utmost factor is its cutting.. if u really curious, u can go into any diamond shop to take a look.. the salesmen will let u have a look the the particular item through a scope, then u can see if the cut is clear or so.. the pattern or so.. hehehe.. omg~ keke..

i know its too young to fall in love with those things, but there is some one im crazy about!!! other than choo :x kekeke.. thats VANNESS WU!!! i think its because i watched 下一站, 幸福 thats why... hehehe.. its nice, very very nice.. kekeke..

well well, wont be able to meet choo for a few days due to his studies and archery camp.. well, im be stuck with those projects too.. :( this is SAD~~~~ hahahas.. im too high now.. lol.. hmmm.. well, missed choo's side of christmas celebration due to my bad headache.. i dont know why, but this days when i even just casually think of something, my head will feel so pressurize and then will ache very badly.. haizz.. felt very bad when sis told mum certain stuff.. zzz.. was quite angry till then.. because i did told mum im having a very bad headache and i was feeling very cold, but still was too focusing on her tv programmes with her high speed fan.. so i return to my room.. when on bed and really felt extremely bui tahan, i tried to take a nap, but its too bad to even rest.. i think i need to relax more than rest.. sigh.. 怎么办。。。 im scared if im having some problems in my head :x alright.. i shall stop this topic.. x.x

shall hurry and chase up today's work then.. wasted so much time.. haizz.. all i can do is to look forward to reaching wednesday.. finally, i can really see my girl.. :) catch up with her and everything.. heehee... till then, jia you!!!!

cherish everything..
whens my next moment be?

*i think im a fan of SK :x

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why human beings are so realistic?

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Saturday, December 19, 2009


my head is bursting..
whats wrong with me..
left brain for a right hander is it normal?

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i wonder what with me...
whats wrong with all these aches...
cant simply just ache for nothing..?
im really eager to do a scan or checks..
but heard it needs seven hundred bucks..
what the hell.. so human can really afford to die but not sick?

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HEADACHE!!!!!!!!
urhhh... just a simple thing, why did i thought so hard..
headache headache headache.. TT.TT
it feels numb with a little ache..
this combination feels bad.. :(

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My Beloved.
for prevention of any superficial stuff,
3 person shot isnt allowed.. :(




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I LOVE MUMMY+DADDY loads+loads+LOADS!!!! :D
had a splendid day.. best day of the week..

i find it kind of very sweet to give your wife what she likes.. hahaha..
despite the price, and what we wanna eat.. teeheehee.. i felt so being loved..
yippeee~~~ heee... today (i mean yesterday) had my last paper for this common test, thats environmental health.. though it would be a easy paper till i really studied.. i was like 'never know when i'll finish studying' that kind of feeling.. till this very morning, woke up early and started to write the undone notes and then by 11.30am sort everything and start reading and memorising.. woahh... those stuff were turning me crazy.. hahaha.. but glad, the paper wasnt that tough and everything the questions asked i knew the answer.. everything was just stuffed inside, up there.. hahaha.. very terrible indeed.. i need to sort it out in my brain and write the important points beside my questions being answering.. 2 questions with 2 parts each, thats 4 questions with 25marks each were to be completed in 1 hour!! can you believe it?! zzzzz.. his whole chunk of of texts got to be written in 15mins?! are you sure?! even its in point forms, im very firm to say that, i missed ALOT of points!!!! HAHAHAHAHAS.. well well, what matters was i really did my best la... for all my papers.. really.. hahaha.. but for todays, i did prepared.. but.. THE FIRST QUESTION I GOT MIXED UP ALREADY!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!! how can that be?!!!! hahas.. its really OH MY GOODNESS.. there wasnt anything good about it la.. hahas.. wrote half way and got the factors on natural decay with moisture loss and action of enzyme mixed with the contamination of micro-organisms.. grrrrr.... there goes my dont know how many marks!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... tried to recall after i done my other questions but still.. sigh... nevermind, i did all i could do :) and im happy :D

so now, we are left with the projects.. 6 or 7 of them.. counted was 6 the last time, but i think there are even more!!!! its presentations la, still counted as projects? jo and hui are going overseas soon, we got to conclude.. so im going to scarify my archery camp and try to finish as much as i can.. hope everything will be completed in time.. ITS ONLY TWO WEEKS... TT.TT what the hell~ (choo: im not swearing) :D thats daddy's way of saying too :D im daddy's girl.. WAHAHAHHAHA.. hey~ i dont reallt say vulgarities leh.. if i do, its you whom taught me bah? :X dont know dont know (act blur) hahahas....

im so happy that i saw zhen yesterday.. it was really so so so SO extremely SO coincidence la!!!!! i was just telling mum that i used to meet zhen that the level 3 which is the kiddy palace to chit chat, and when i mention yizhen, I REALLY DID SEE HER RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!!!! omg.. i was like so puzzled.. approached with care and REALLY, IT WAS HER!!! i really ran up and jump.. hahaha.. cute zhen jumped with me.. hahahah.. i think i rushed too fast, i did felt that i have stepped onto her toe.. :X sorrrrrry wor~~~ too gan jiong ler.. HAHAHAHAS... hee...

spending time with family feels so warm..
bonus when choo is around too.. I LOVE YOU <3

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Thursday, December 17, 2009


everything about me is being forgotten..
is that how u would react for that person?

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its raining cats and dogs outside.. :(
so coldddddd.. and im still wide awake..
arhh~~~ gambatte!!!

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cakes :(((
i miss cakes...
i love cakes....
i want cakes~!!!!

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009


i hope to dream of going star bucks to drink coffee.. xD

as i said, it will only be a dream..
only rich ppl can afford..
HOR?! :((

life is so unfair..
BOO..

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i dont need any christmas presents..
all i want is the smile from everyone..
everyone to be healthy thats all...
can santa fulfill my wish?

love golden much much.

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pissed me off..
whatever i said you people doesnt listen..
please respect because i have a brain too!!
zzzzz.. thats so inefficient!!! wth..
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009


anyone buying my hamster christmas presents?
THEY NEED HAMHAM FOOD!!! :D

anyone buying my doggies christmas presents?
golden needs the JOINT TABLETS!!! :x

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oh my, still cant imagine how quick a day can be.. yesterday at this time, i was still buried within the books.. now, im blogging.. LOL.. oh my.. these two weeks are really chaotic and very hectic.. dots... but glad we are going to end it already.. one more paper left on friday, environment management..

had first paper on urban planning last wednesday.. it was an open book test, and mrs juliet and warned us way before hand that the test will be not on book itself, but applications.. and YEP, LOADS of application!! hahahahha.. well.. its over.. i dont really know how i did, but just vomit out all stuff that may apply to the case..

the second paper was on the next day which was thrusday.. we had real estate marketing.. well, it seems a lot of things to study and imply too.. but it wasnt as difficult as i thought? quite alright, i suppose.. hahas.. cant remember what has happened yesterday, thus its normal to forget what has happened last thrusday? kekeke.. i know this is bad, but comm'on, look on the bright side~ :D

the third paper was a 'OhMyGod' one... its project management.. so many things to remember and understand.. contractors, clients, architect, document or so.. omg... its really very oh my god.. hahahas..

well well, then i thought i could take a short break like going for a movie and get ready to fight after that.. so went to watch storm warriors with choo on saturday night.. well, has no idea if i have watched it before.. but well, wore contact in that conditioned theater, i think its worst than i thought.. HA.. well, heard its good, but to me, hmmm... i anticipated too much? hahaha.. heard from choo that the first movie was great, hope i'll have a chance to watch it then.. :)

hmmmm.. dad and mum went to malacca for 2 days.. the house seems so quiet without them.. so unusual and discomfort.. hahahaha.. well, glad they are back now, with presents too :D mum bought a lollipop thats as big as my head.. wahahhahahas.. (Y)

wasted three days writing notes for property management which was tested this afternoon.. wasted because nothing really went in, its just passing through my mind thats all.. nothing was really kept in there.. so i panicked very much.. x( thats because i had another paper right in the very morning at 8.30am.. its hospitality.. till this morning, i managed to read through those four chapters.. but as heard, its not in the book.. its case study and apply stuff to it.. oh my.. making things difficult.. heard last semester, galvin's was open book and lappy with one full 20marks question, but this time, ours were closed book with nothing available to refer to and its divided into 5 parts.. its good that its divided la.. having a higher chance to get better marks..

after the hospitality paper this morning, met choo and had lunch.. :D the korean rice wasnt that nice as andrea said leh.. omg.. i hardly ate half of it.. choo also bui tahan too.. hahaha.. i still like the korean rice at takashimaya.. sigh~~~ hahaha.. food.. teeheehee.. i have been eating a lot while studying!!! roar!!! oh my.. bad bad very bad.. hmmm.. then went to our space and studied for property paper.. im really very lucky that i went through those points, and those points really came out of the test!! xD i tried to answered it as well as i can la.. but not sure if its really the right things she wants.. and i did the share value calculation.. i tell you, its a heart attack!! zzzz.. i remembered the wrong formula, as in, i remembered opposite.. lucky i tried and error and got it right or there goes my 20 marks.. then did some theory too.. there was this question divided into three parts asking for resolution.. and the resolution thing is damn long and alot to remember la!!! i gave up on it till 5mins before stepping in the room, i read alittle.. there are 6 resolutions and everyone is so confusing, so i used the most possible ones.. dont know if its what she wanted.. after paper, asked jo and jo told me the answers!! omg!!! i got them right!!! if to identify how many times im lucky in my life, this will be the most significant one!!! hahahahhaha.. its really lucky though i did not really further explain them, but those were really tough ones.. omg.. so happy.. but had very bad headache.. i notice its on all papers, when i really think hard, my left head will ache so much that it numb my whole head.. and if there are calculations to be completed in a period, it will be even more worst.. oh my, even after the paper, i was so tensed up, cant even relax.. grinning hard onto my teeth.. sigh.. tell me whats wrong.. am i that stress? told mum my hair loss problem.. its really very bad.. i just sit on the chair and strands of hair will be left over.. i dont know why.. but my hair loss is terrible.. i almost left half of what i have as year.. sigh.. if u know me well enough, u will eventually understand when u grab them and feel the thickness..

well well,
one more..
two days left..

To you: DONT WASTE TISSUE PAPER ARH!!! firstly, its a wastage, secondly, trees are dying because of you~~~ guai ya.. hahaha.. ^^V

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Monday, December 14, 2009


i wish and hope and wish and hope..
i wanna go genting to play the rides~~~!!!!!!!
and i miss taiwan loads..

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Sunday, December 13, 2009


do i really trust..?
nobody ever told me that i can trust them.. thats why i think a lot, wonder a lot too.. many 'what if'.. what if it really did happened..and things being covered up.. if one day i know the 'what if' can i take it? sometimes its not up to that person, but other parties too.. hate this insecurity.. but what if... how will i be then... nothing is stagnate...

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与你的回忆是难忘的。 :]

~ { 5:42 PM }
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想知道关于你的每一件事。。。
空虚。

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希望能拉近你和我的距离, 就想以前一样。。
missing.

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